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Thursday, March 25, 2004

 My friend, Jessica Saul has a brother named Joel who is the exact same age as me. Born August 9th 1980. He's a Marine in a special sniper squad. Joel's been in the service for three years now. This summer he was itching to put his training to use, maybe get shipped out to Iraq, but instead he got locked into a desk job, which was driving him crazy. A few months ago he came back up here to Rochester to visit. Everybody was together at a friend's house. My buddy Mike Turiano was in the kitchen talking to Joel and another man who is a professional carpenter. Mike looked at this guy's huge, rugged hands, and made a remark about how our profession realy shapes our hands. "Sometimes I wish I had carpenter's hands like yours, but I've got artist's hands" Mike said. Joel held up his palms. "These are killing hands."

Joel went back to base after that and continued working at his desk job. Then last month I got an email from Mike T asking everyone to pray for Joel Saul because he just got orders to ship out and would be entering a possible combat situation. I bet everyone was thinking Iraq, but I knew in my heart it was Haiti. Well I was right. Do you remember reading in the news about a car that tried to run a roadblock in Port-au-Prince? The driver refused to stop, so a Marine Sniper had to shoot him. Guess who fired the shot. Joel Saul.

I know there are never any easy answers in life. Did that man realy need to die? I don't know. Joel was just doing what he was trained to do. Who knows what would have happened if they didn't stop that car? But I remember how he stood there in that kitchen and looked at his hands and said "These are killing hands." Joel knew what he was trained to do. He had no confusion about what his purpose was. Yet there he was, stuck at a desk job, wondering if he would ever have the chance to put his training to use. Then all of a sudden he was placed in a position where he had to make a decision and react in a split second. All of that training which seemed wasted came right back to him. He made the national news. I'm not saying that we are all killers. Some of us are healers, and encouragers. But I think about Joel and how he KNEW what he was inside. Now I remember to look at my hands and remember who God made me to be. It may not seem like I am doing anything with my hands that I want to right now, but I know that someday I will.
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wow.  powerful.
 
reminds me:
"He told them that the women on the first Easter Sunday went looking in the garden for the risen Lord.  They looked in the tomb, and they did not find Him there.  They looked around the garden; again they could not find Him.  But, said the preacher, 'you do not have to look in a tomb, you do not have to look around a garden to find the risen Lord.  He is in your hands.  When you go out to work tomorrow...whatever you may be doing as your daily work, you will be co-operating in God's work of creation.  God is in your hands.'
...As the preacher said the words, 'God is in your hands,' I saw the old man look at his toil-worn, calloused, twisted hands, and broken nails, almost in awe.  Something tremendous was happening to him.
...It is my guess that his work, whatever it was, would never be the same for him again."

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Posted 3/25/2004 7:14 PM by emily_ryan - reply

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I've had the same type of convo with my brother about being a Marine. He is a registered deadly weapon. It's hard to think of him like that but... I don't know. I do like the point of your entry though, I'm not just trying to focus on the Marine thing.

Posted 3/26/2004 6:19 PM by SeekingGodsFace - reply

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hey hey, how's everything going?  i'm finding that desk jobs aren't so bad when it allows a person to be a born again xangan... hehe... *i'm working part time at a hotel while working at starbucks*

nice piece of writing.  it's been a while since i've read anything quality that wasn't bound in leather.  man, so much to update.  i suppose that's what MY page is for.  how's the elim scene going?  take care james,

tracy

Posted 3/27/2004 6:54 PM by Syrup6 - reply

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Whoa. I told you it was a good story. I'm still afraid of that dude's hands. But then again... I'm sure he is a nice guy. Just tell him to keep the hands behind his back if I ever see him. Still trying to figure out what my hands are for, though.
Posted 3/29/2004 4:21 AM by LukeAhh - reply

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we all have tremendous power in our hands. we can construct or destruct, and both actions can be good or bad or both, because they are all part of a bigger plan anyhow. i think we all have killing hands, but i don't believe they can conciously be put to use without a killing heart.
Posted 3/29/2004 6:02 PM by buenahelena - reply

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JEE MEE, I wuv you so much!  You have nice, soft artist/guitar hands.  Hehe you are the best bro!  By the way, "realy" is spelled "really" with two L's.  Sorry, I know I'm a grammar freak.   Take it easy brutha, miss ya.
Posted 3/30/2004 10:59 AM by AnneArbourAddict - reply

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Sometimes we do what we have to. Not all of us could be Marines. Keep Joel in your prayers.
Posted 3/31/2004 2:11 PM by burningthecandleatbothends - reply

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Hey James! It was nice to talk to you the other day on AIM....you're a blessing :)

P.S I'm keeping Joel in my prayers too

Posted 4/1/2004 1:53 PM by KraZ4myKing - reply

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hi - i came across your site through the "living abroad" ring...are you studying at Elim? 
Posted 4/9/2004 3:41 PM by LadyAurora - reply


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